Monday, May 4, 2015

Healing and Food

Eating nothing but fresh, healthy, preferably organic vegetables and some fruit is the very best thing you can do to improve, maintain, and have good health. And of course drink a lot of pure, non-fluorinated water, as well as green and other herbal teas, and fresh vegetable juices. Eating low carb and as gluten-free as possible makes me feel much better, and I try to have nothing with processed sugar. I do sneak an occasional bit of meat or fish, or cheese, but try to have that more as a bit of flavor than as a major ingredient. If I lived by myself, I would eat vegan.

Healthy eating sounds so very easy in theory, but is actually very difficult for most people, because the food experts are so very good at loading junk foods with the sweet, fatty, salty tastes that we all seem to love! I have had a huge struggle with eating healthy. Growing up with both parents who worked full time, my mom really loved  convenance  foods. Both she and my dad grew up on farms, and knew what back-breaking labor it could be to grow crops. So they thought canned, frozen, and other such things were almost miraculous! My mom gave my sister and I Carnation Instant Breakfast a lot of times, which was this powder mixed with milk that usually had lots of lumps in it. It left me very hungry, but mom thought it was perfect because it said right on the box that it was a complete breakfast. Dad still had a vegetable garden, but used copious amounts of DDT on it, since it killed the bugs really well. 

Still, I did not develop a real taste for fast food until college. I had to live at home since I had to pay for all of my college expenses, so I drove back and forth to school, about 35 miles away each day,  then dashed off to work as soon as my last class was over. I spent most of my college time driving in the car, and when the old clunker I drove totally died, I bought a new but cheap car, and had to work even more to make the payments. So I had little time to make food, or even sit down and eat. Making minimum wage, I loved cheap  fast food meals, and could eat them while driving to school or work. The sodas kept me awake, which was great for studying! Four years of doing that in college meant a lot of fast food meals. I buried myself in work, and ate whatever junk food I could eat fast, for little money. This continued during the time I was single, throughout my 20's.

Kicking the junk food habit, and taking the time and energy to buy and prepare  fresh foods has been a challenge. But the way I try to eat now is described in the first paragraph. I spent years trying to be a vegetarian, but living on French fries, grilled cheese sandwiches, and diet sodas! After getting married, I started having a lot of major health issues, and finally gave in and started eating a lot of meat, since that is how my husband and his family cooked. 

However, now I can really tell when I have fallen off of my eating plan and eat too much sugar, or 
gluten, or meat. For example, by having Christmas cookies that my family loves to make!

I found it rather surprising that the Bible tells you how to eat, very clearly in fact! All of the plants in the Garden of Eden were given to both humans and animals to eat. It was not until after the Flood that God seemed to grant permission to include animals in the diet. But if you compare our teeth and digestive tracts to both herbivores and carnivores, they fit in the herbivore category. There are some sharp tearing teeth, but not many! Most are for long chewing and grinding, with a long digestive tract to break down plant walls slowly. 

A lot of people I talk to at the oncologist do not want to change the way they eat ONE BIT! They say their food is a comfort to them, and truly think that food would not be on store shelves or sold at fast food places if it were bad for us! Sometimes we are our own worst enemy!

Try to eat, for just one month, a lot of cooked and raw leafy greens, sweet potatoes, onions, carrots, 
celery, blueberries, etc. and leave out potatoes, white rice, sugar, meat, gluten,  and dairy. 

Blessings! 




Saturday, May 2, 2015

Healing Your Relationship With God

I grew up in a southern Baptist church, one that focused largely on people who did not believe in Jesus going to hell and being tortured forever. Since my father would not attend church, I spent many nights crying because I did not want him to go to hell. But my concept of God was clearly formed as a God who was angry, wrathful, and who would torture or kill people at the drop of a hat. That, and salvation by believing in Jesus, led me to believe that what Jesus was really saving us from was God! 

Later in life, I heard that God was loving, and that we should think of him as a Father. However, my earthly father had a hair-trigger temper, and would beat me with a belt or hairbrush, if he got mad! Not to mention yelling at me. He would threaten to spank me if I cried when I was hurt or afraid, for example, of getting a shot at the doctors office. I was screamed at for not being able to catch a ball, even though I was nearly blind from birth and never had depth perception. I don't remember ever getting a 'spanking' for misbehavior, because I was too terrified to misbehave! It was always because he was in a bad mood. So I had real issues thinking of God as a loving Father. 

One thing that was obvious though, after my first bout of cancer, was that I was very angry at God. My prayers seemed to go nowhere, and I felt as unloved by God as I felt from my earthly father. I had resorted to exploring 'New Age' religions in a desperate attempt to fill a gaping hole. I had real issues feeling unloved, because my own father did not love me, although he tried to take care of me. So after my double mastectomy, double harshest chemo, and radiation to the point of blackened burned skin, I knew I needed help! 

I found, listed on the Internet, a faith healer named Barbara Buckland, who lived fairly close to me. I 
had always been interested in faith healers, since my great-grandmother had been one. I went to 
Barbaras house for healing prayer, and felt actual physical shifts in my bones, and relief from back pain for the first time in years. The main thing I felt though, was that a wall had come down between God and I, and I felt like God loved me, for the first time since I was a child. Later that night, I woke up and felt tingling, and a warm loving feeling over my breast craters and back. It was wonderful and I had no doubt that I had felt the divine touch of God! 

A few nights after that, I was whining in prayer that I had to go somewhere else for healing, that my prayers were not 'good enough' for God, and once again woke up from a deep sleep to feel tingling in my right arm. My arm had hurt very badly since I had the lymph nodes removed under that arm and a nerve cut. It was beyond incredible! And my arm was free from the severe pain after that.

I tried at the time to learn more about spiritual healing, but rather quickly gave it up, since my prayers 
did not seem to help anyone. And after I had cancer return, I realized I once again had never really 
healed my relationship with God. I found a wonderful little book, called 'Good Goats', by Dennis Linn. It helped me greatly, by realizing that God always loved me, the problem was walls that I had erected. I had to work very hard for months, to forgive my father, as I knew he grew up with a very hard, poverty stricken life with his stepfather. 

I began to realize that I thought God was supposed to be like Santa Clause! Giving us everything we pray for, and knowing who is naughty or nice. I blamed bad things on God, for not preventing them, even though bad things were almost always caused by people, because God gave us free will. It helped me to think of God as 'Papa God', not Father. 

I thought disease, pain, and sickness came from God to punish us or to try to teach us a lesson. The more I studied, the more I realized that God does not cause sickness, and in fact he does not want us 
to be sick! Since Jesus healed everyone who asked for healing, it was obviously God's will that they 
be healed. Jesus never told anyone that they were sick to learn a lesson or as a punishment! 

Healing your relationship with God is the first step in true healing. It can bring you peace, great joy, and strength. Knowing that God wants you to be well can provide you with great relief!

Blessings!

Friday, May 1, 2015

God's Healing Plan for your Life!

First of all, all views on this blog are my own, and I am only relating things that have helped me. It is not intended to be medical advice or to replace medical advice.

I have been through a huge amount of pain in my life. Physical, mental, and spiritual. And suffered with hypothyroidism, IBS, severe depression, rheumatoid arthritis, and stage 4 metastatic breast cancer, that had spread to the head, liver, and both lungs. There have been a lot of other illnesses, beginning at birth. And for most of my life, I tried to just not think about, or do much about, my illnesses, preferring to bury myself in work or creative hobbies. What I have discovered is that ignoring an illness does not make it go away anymore than complaining about it does. Our society has gotten used to, and wants, a quick fix. A pill to take, surgery, etc. to fix a problem. Most medical approaches attempt to help a symptom, for example, giving a pill to replace thyroid hormone, instead of attempting to find out what caused your thyroid to fail, and correcting the root cause. Or pain melds for a backache instead of recommending a chiropractor or exercise.

The fact is, to be truly healed, it takes a lot of time, energy, and usually money! Because you can't simply help the synptoms of one thing. In order to be truly healed, you must heal your mind, body, and soul. And healing everything it's much easier if you first make peace with God and use His help!

 I have experienced both healing and despair from conventional doctors, alternative doctors, as well as spiritual healers. For there are 'bad ones' among all three that are more interested in money than in healing you.  While it's true that anyone who spends their time and energy trying to help you should be reciprocated in order to buy food, pay their bills etc. if money is the primary motivation it's best to find someone else who genuinely cares about  your help and well-being.

 Most people focus on one area in their life to work on for healing, which is only a partial solution and therefore incorrect. You cannot just exercise and be totally healthy. Likewise you cannot have only a healthy diet and be healthy.  You cannot expect God to heal you instantly, although He can, and go on living the same life you lead before.

What I have found is that you must first heal your connection with God and your relationship with Him. You must eat healthy food the way God intended in the garden of Eden. You must also  exercise your body and your mind in order to be truly healthy.  You have to explore emotional issues that may have caused great pain and lead to your disease in the first place. All of this takes work and I will share with you what I have done that I have found to be helpful in my life. For I have experienced divine healing  in my physical body, healing through healthier eating and supplements, and healing through exercise, forgiveness, gratitude, and love. Of course I've had healing through conventional doctors as well.

 As of this point in time I still have cancer in the bones but my tumor marker is very low. I still have thyroid issues and I'm experiencing a lot of pain at the moment from a root canal removal gone bad. But I am happier and feel healthier and I have in decades.